Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Online dating...again...sort of

Online dating. Yep, I have joined those out there trying this. I have joined sites in the past to see who was out there and looking. I have joined to see who I am matched up with. It was a curiosity for the most part I never followed through.

Well, it is more than a curiosity now. I am actively trying online dating. I am about to send an email to someone. I could call him since he already gave me his phone number, but not sure I want to call yet. I have wondered if it is a delay tactic on my part or what.

I have to admit there is a fear. Last relationship kind of hurt. That would be an understatement. And now here I am, putting myself out there as much as is possible in virtual land.

Another Tuesday

It's been one of those days. A day where I am quick to point out that some people dropped the ball. Why? Because their lack of planning is wreaking havoc on my schedule, work that I am not prepared for. This means I am starting to feel a bit of stress. I don't like that.

Last day of July. Goodness. Can't September get here already so I can go on vacation.

A 2 week tour to Rome, Greece, Egypt, Israel will cost around 4500. I am really on the fence on this one. It will be a last minute decision.

As I write this E is starting her divorce proceedings. I keep telling her to hire a lawyer if only for information sake.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Another Art/Wine Festival

I went to the local art and wine festival. Again, I felt the need to support the arts. I bought a print of some hearts. I also bought a picture of Italian side street. A city I have not been to ....yet.

The pictures of France were beautiful in a different way. I love Italy...Rome! I wonder if visiting France would have that type of an affect on me. Would I love it more than Italy? I doubt it, but there is only one way to find out.

I am going to select some of my best pictures and develop them to display them as art. Why am I paying when I have some really good shots of my own that will bring a smile to my face.

Mass was about forgiveness today. Funny how sometimes the message ties into the current drama in my life. Drama no more because N is on vacation for a few weeks. Forgiveness can wait.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Gilroy Garlic Festival

Finally made it to the garlic festival after six years of saying I wanted to go. I went with K. We had fun sampling all the food and watching the arts/crafts. Bought a bracelet....you know, supporting the arts. It's blue, of course.

The weather reached 100 degrees. I'm not cut out for hot weather. Never was really to tell you the truth.

Only took three pictures with a film camera, the digital camera felt too heavy due to the batteries. Wonder how long it is going to take me to develop that roll of film.

Friday, July 27, 2007

I was warned

I was warned about N. I was told she had used people in the past. Never thought it would happen to me because I have helped her so much this past year. Wake up time. She tried to screw me over. She'll lose more than I do, she depends on me more when getting her work done.

I was pissed off.
Now I am hurt.

I wish I could just stay pissed off and leave out the hurt part.

She's on an extended vacation. Good! We need a break and I need time to chill out.