Priorities

Often the question of priorities comes up for me. Are my priorities in order? The focus is usually grad school. For grad school the answer is easy. Nope, my priorities are not in order because I am dragging my feet on making a decision.

Today was the start of another vacation, which will last close to two weeks. I 'should' be at work since tomorrow I would know if I still have a job or not. Instead I will be going on another road trip.

Part of me wants to be laid off so I can go on an extended vacation and be forced to move on to another state or another career (maybe both). Another part of me does not like the idea of interviews and not knowing...yep, I am attached to my salary. haahaha

My priorities in this time of uncertainty? If I get laid off, I would be on vacation anyway so I got an early start. If I still have a job, there is going to be so much damn work (and less people) I am going to need a vacation.

In conclusion, I did make a decision. I did prioritize. My conclusion: F*ck it! My #1 priority is me and spending time with my father.

Off to the lake. ;)